my goal is twenty one days with no form of contact. i will not return his phone calls. i will not instant message him back. he just messaged me at 4:24 in the morning. jess just left. i'm alone. i have no willpower. but i am staying strong.
at the end. i get a trip to the zoo, horseback riding, and a single girlfriend that doesn't drink coke.
we went rollerskating today on the boardwalk from santa monica to venice.
i told my mom vegas on accident. and then she said i must be tired.
then i told her i must have gambling on the brain. and she said gordon has been gambling with his life.
he keeps peeing on the steps and she keeps putting him outside. how i love little gordo.
i had a great weekend. and its not done yet.